Why can't you just be yourself..?

[Jilin Sun]

"...They're really beautiful..." The boy picked them up. It was a little bit girly but it was very nice. He just smiled softly and he looked up to them and he finally set them down on the night table with a smile. He was glad to know that his husband was thinking of them even when they were far away. That way he could know that there was really something bigger than just being forced into marriage between the two of them.

He sighed softly and he looked at them for a moment with a soft smile on his lips. He finally stood from bed and he smiled slightly. He was wearing pants but no shirt and the difference was rather obvious! It was good to see him like this, it did fit him very well... and he did not have to be ashamed of his body anymore.

He walked toward his bags and he grabbed something from there. He finally smiled and he dug out a little something. "...I know that it's not really that much but I wanted to bring you a little something from my travel." It was a leatherbound book and only the first pages were taken with many pictures of Sun's travel. "...there you go.. I know it's not much..."

[Aaron of Asturias]

"Its wonderful, Sun." He smiled softly as he turned his head and pressed a warm kiss against the boy's lips softly. His fingers rubbing softly against his cheek and really wanting him to feel good because it was very important to him and he wanted him to know that.

"We can keep pictures of our travels in here." It was something that he would really like because it would be nice for them both ot have pictures of where they were so that they could share the stories that had with the other.

"I've got a few pictures I could add... I love the idea." Because it was something brilliant and he really loved it ebcause it was something that could be shared and he cuddled his lover closer.

[Jilin Sun]

"...good..."

The boy smiled softly and he just sighed softly. He was trying his best to be nice and so he snuggled against the other man rather happily. He smiled very softly and he just seemed very happy where he was. He stretched out a little and he just closed his eyes for a moment.

"...I just wanted to have something that we could share... like this... I really.. want this to be something for the both of us and yes..." He smiledv ery shyly and he curled slightly on himself.

"...do you think that I look okay like this...?"

[Aaron of Asturias]

A hand lightly brushed over the boy's smooth chest and cradled him close to his body, nuzzling teh boy's neck softly before preassing a kiss against his lips warmly. "You look handsome." Smiling warmly at him, he shifted so that he could discard his heavy jacket and a gauntlets, before he was nice and comfortable on the bed.

"Its going to be rather interesting watching the changes, but I think it really does suit you very well." Smiling softly she just gave him a soft smile, his face resting against hte boy's shoulder as he set the album out of the way so it wouldn't get squished.

"don't worry we'll have plenty of things to share in the future.

[Jilin Sun]

"...I... I don't know if it will be interesting.. I just hope that I will look good in the end.. I kow that I'm not really feminine to start with but I don't want anything to really screw up... I wish that it could be progressive..." Sun blushed deeply. He had no clue when his husband would be seeing the changes but there was no telling that they could not really have some fun like that sometimes.. just not too often. He did not think that it was the best drive but it did show how much he cared aboutt hat man.

But for now it did not matter. He just smiled softly and he let out a very soft sigh. This was feeling so very good and he was happy there. He still wanted to go out in the city and he was starting to be more and more curious about that girl that his friend was telling him about.

"...I would really like to meet that girl... she is not around the city, is she...?"

[Aaron of Asturias]

"She should be in later tonight. I contacted her and she was visiting her father who lives near here." He was smiling softly before just relaxing back into the sheets, his eyes closign for a long moment.

"Would you like to meet her whne she arrives? I'm sure she would like that." He was just trying to be nice and helpful abou tit, seriously he cared deeply about Sun and wanted the boy to be happy.

Closing his eyes as he relaxed, he found his phone and flipped it open coming to the right number and showing that to his lover, "Thats her number if you want to send her a message."

Smiling softly he had wanted Sun to be happy to be able to have someone around him, someone that had a good interest in the boy.

[Jilin Sun]

"N-n-n-n-no... You knwo that I can't call her! I don't even know her!!" The boy could be very shy when it came to some very specific things such as this! He really was not sure that he should have been doing that but he really wanted to meet her. He sighed deeply and he just curled on his side. He was naturally very nervous and getting to meet a new girl who was seemingly very pretty would not be all that easy!

He blushed deepyl and he shook his head. It was so cute to see him like that and though they were married, they were more like best friends who could jsut be themselves and enjoy one another's presence without feeling sexual needs.

"...I can't do that. You do it!" He picked his phone and he gave it to Aaron. "...I... have... no idea.. how I would react meeting her... you know?"

[Aaron of Asturias]

"I'll come with you if you like." Before he was smiled softly, dialing the number and waiting before he got a soft voice on the other end. "Hi Li, came you come to the western gate at eight?"

There was a soft reply, "Thanks dear, I appreciate it, Sun wants a chance to say hello."

There was a happy svoice on the other end the girl apparently quite happy that she was being allowed to meet Sun. And there were a few quick words said before he grinned as he hung up.

"She's saying she'll be there by then and will meet us there. She's quite looking forwards to meeting you."

[Jilin Sun]

"...What did she say?"

The boy could not really hear the words through the phone but he could tell that Aaron was not saying everything. He was very curious about it but he mostly wanted to amke sreu that there was nothign bad about him that had been said. He was just feeling a little bit stupid at this because he was wondering if the girl thougth that she would be meeting Aaron's boyfriend.. things would be slightly awkward if she was thinking that they were really that kind of couple.

"..I... I'm happy that you'll be coming with me.."

He really was anervous about stuff. He just sighed softly and he looked at the time. They had a few hours, and he had to get himself at least some clothes. It did not need to be something elegant or extravagant but his shirts were not really fitting him anymore.

"...I need new shirts.... they just don't fit now..."

[Aaron of Asturias]

Aaron tipped his head up slightly as he turned his head back to look at his husband smiling softly. "She was hoping that you wouldn't think bad of her, she really wants you to like her. She really is a sweet girl." Aaron said sfotly before sitting up, running his hand back throughhis hair.

"I'll call the servants to bring some of the spare clothes to see if any of them fit you. Any perference in style?" He adked softly unless the boy wanted to walk around shirtless and go shopping.

"I mean unless you want to go shopping right now."

he didn't mind what the boy liked, because he would be happy to just spend the time with him.

[Jilin Sun]

The boy sighed very softly and he looked to the side for a moment. He looked to all his clothes that were in his bags and he just could sigh. This was so much stuff gone to waste but he would jsut get himself some clothes shipped from Korea and Japan as soon as he would get the chance.. and when he would be complete too so that he could get himself some pants too.

"...no.. before really going out on a shopping sprea I'll wait for.. well.. I'll wait to be complete... you know.. because then I might end up buying stuff twice and that really does not.. help much.. but anyhow!"

He smiled very shyly and he crossed his arms, looking to the side. "...You knwo that kind of clothes I like.. I mean.. all that regal stuff but if they don'T have I'm not going to complain.. anything will do.. well, anything that looks half decent." He did not like looking like an idiot either!

[Aaron of Asturias]

"Give me a minute." He shifted up off the bed talking to one of the maids in the hall quickly asking for some nice clothes in his lover's size, knowing it should be alright. Before carrying them back with him, smiling softly and givign his lover some rather nice shirts that looked like that would be a perfect fit for the smaller frame.

"Do you mind if I grab a shower here?" Aeris was completely asleep curled up on Aaron's bed in the rooms he use to have, Aaron having checked on the boy to make sure he was fine before returnign. Aeris was his responsibility and wanted to make sure the boy was fine while in a place he didnt know.

"I grabbed some nice clothes on my way back."

[Jilin Sun]

Sun was really feeling bad of sort of forcing his husband to stay with him when the other boy was out ther alone. He did not want to come in the middle of something that seemed to be so important to Aaron even ifit was his right to do so. He was there the first even though he was nto exactly a good husband and that he did not manage to be nice his man in all form of love that he should have been expressing. But even so, he did not want to feel like he was 'in the way'.

Being alone scared him, being left out scared him.. but he could deal with that... at least for the moment. Not when they would be home, not when they would be in -their- castle. Then he would really wnat to have his friend's attention at least for the most.. but he knew that he could never replace a lover.

"..that's fine.. shower's there..." He pointed out to the small bathroom. It would give him time to get changed. "...I have a lot of work to do tonight... you should go see him..." Unless he really wanted to see Sun take care of finance.

[Aaron of Asturias]

Ducking into the bathroom, he had a quick shower, and pulled on some lose black cotton clothes, he shifted closer to Sun as he returned, leaning down over the boy nad giving him a nice warm kiss on the lips. "I'll be back at seven thirty so we can go meet li together." He smiled softly, hoping eveyrhting was alright with his lover, because he dind't think he would be able to watch his lover with pages of paperwork.

But anyway, he leaned down close to his partner, nuzzling hsi cheek softly, hugging him gently.

"Are you sure?" He wanted to make sure that everything was alright before he went to talk to Aeris.

[Jilin Sun]

Sun did mind a little if his friend was spending the night with that other man but it was not something that he should have taken in account. Aaron was not even supposed to be in Madrid to start with so he really should not be complaining about something like that. He just would have to take nit like a man and burry himself in his piles of work that way the world would just seem a little less lonely. He really thought this was a sad way of living but he knew that it was the only right thing to do.

"...it's okay... you can spend the evening and night with him."

He smiled softly and he just sighed, going over to his things to pull out his laptop. He almost felt like crying but he was taking this with the best attitude that he could afford in the situation. He dropped the silver laptop on his bed and he sat down beside it.

"...I'll be fine..."