Nakai Beritu
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 26, 2006 23:55:40 GMT -5
"...okay..."
Berith was almost quiet but that was because he was exhausted. He just needed to rest now. He had just hit his normal bed time and now he really needed to fall asleep, but it was not like Ciel was going to be around for a very long time anyways.
"..Ciel..."
He smiled slightly and he nodded. "...I'm glad I talked to you.. I might still see him.. but it's more a matter of principle..." He was not doing that to hurt Ciel at all. He just.. wanted to have a good reason for Jun to have left him. "...I'm sure you have somewhere more important to be at this moment... and I need to rest... thanks.. for understand.. I mean.. about.. well.. a lot of things."
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Ciel De El Aram
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 27, 2006 0:02:31 GMT -5
A gentle warm hand stroked soothingly over the red locks before he dampened the towel again across the other man's back, letting the puppy enjoy the melting ice water. "Take good care of him." He meant the puppy. Before kissing the soft lips gently. "And yourself. I'll bring you dinner tonight and some nice pie. Just sleep well."
He smiled softly, he really did care a lot about the other man ebcause he really mattered a lot to him and he wante dto make him feel better about the way things were.
Standing up he pulled on his coat and made sure there was nothing that was exactly chewable wtihin reach and closed some of the doors so the little scamp wouldnt' get into somewhere he wasn't meant to be. Before he smiled softly and waves before heading off to work.
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 27, 2006 0:07:45 GMT -5
It was not realy the most comfortable position to fall asleep in, but Berith obviously did not care much about that. he was way too tired to be able to move to his bed. hE sat up for only a short moment, picking up a siringe from the drawer of the small table beside him and he injected himself a solid dose of morphine.
In less than a minute he was totally gone.
He let himself fall back on the couch, after having place the stuff back in the drawer away from the puppy. He surely did not want the pup to be playing with that. And he was very son asleep for good, at least for something like eight hours, which would give him only a few hours to kill before the other man actually came back to him.
While he was alone and that he was still lost enough not to feel that kind of pain, he called that guy he had met in Tokyo, though he had no intention to do that right away. He was not feeliing up to it and he did not want Ciel to walk in on that!
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Ciel De El Aram
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 27, 2006 0:21:34 GMT -5
The puppy whined softly, scratchign at the door after a few hours after spending that time chewing up one of the man's pillows. Ciel nocked softly on the door, uncertain if Berith was stills leeping and it was already early evening when he turend up.
His eyes blinked slightly, his white labcoat having been completely forgotten to be removed after he did some clinic work over on the east side of town. He had some spring rolls and other interesing things he ahd made on his trip back there... since he had stoped as his place first.
This was becoming his usual route and he enjoyed the long walk too.
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 27, 2006 0:23:57 GMT -5
"...you can come in.. yo do have a key, right?"
Again, Berith'S voice was filled with pain but that was just becuase everything was getting back at him. Well, that was what he was thinking because he was seriously wondering what he had done wrong to be stuck that way. He did not really feel like going tou to answer the door when the other man could just walk in on his own.. and it was ot like the door was locked anyways.
"...I've been awake for a few hours now..." He said with a soft smile when the other man actually walked in.
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 27, 2006 0:29:57 GMT -5
"Dinner." He grinned softly, holding up the japanese still boxed dinners that he was beginning to get acustom to making. IT was a lot of fun to do them and he turned his head slightly yo look at hte other man before he sat down close by him after using the key to get in.
The puppy was racing around his feet insanely filled with energy. "Yes I will take you for a walk later." But hte little cutie was given a bone and dinner in the kitchen so that he would stay there for a while while Ciel cleaned up the small mess the little scamp had created. Putting down an indoor 'puppy litter tray'.
"I'm glad to see you." Peeked at the marks after a few seconds, glad that they were physically not worse then before.
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 27, 2006 0:33:46 GMT -5
The marks had actually lessened and they did not show as much as before. That was what sleeping did to him, and for the time that he could not think about the pain, it was helping in a weird way. At least it was not like he was having to think about it at all times. It wa sjust driving him crazy when it was hammering his every waking thought.
"...Thank you..."
He stood slowly and he walked ot the table. He was dizzy, a clear sign that he had taken something earlier on, but he was not going to say anythign about it. He was certain that Ciel would figure it out on his own anyways.
"...glad to see you too... how was your day...?" He asked softly though he was already starting to try and eat.. his apetite had lessened a lot, though.
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 27, 2006 0:41:23 GMT -5
"I spent the morning patching up three youths that didn't understand that there were no fist fights that didn't end in bloody noses... but I enjoyed my afternoon Clinic work at Kyoto hospital."
Sitting down he was really glad to be there it had been a very busy day for him but he enjoyed makign the meals for the other man and being able to come over adn keep him company.
"Its looking a lot better. Which I'm really glad about." He didn't mention the other man's dizziness... he coudl probably deduce its cause and just keep going on. "I don't know if you want him to stay here full time though." It was up to the othe rman how it went.
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 27, 2006 0:44:51 GMT -5
"...For now it's fine.. I'm not going to go back to work for a while still.." Berith was in no state to take his job back and the shop would remain closed until further notice. IT was not good for him to do that to his customers but soetimes he just had to do some concessions. Here, his health was really requiring him tot ake some time off, and he was really hoping taht he would not be asked to go back anytime soon. That certainly would kill him, or drive him crazy.
"...Today was just not good.. but I shoiuld be able to make him take his walks soon enough.."
He smiled sofltt and he leaned down to scratch the puppy's ear. "...I'm just far too weak at the moment.. but I am really feeling a lotb etter than I was only a few horus ago."
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 27, 2006 0:51:39 GMT -5
"I'll bring him home for the night and give him a nice long walk so that he won't get into your things again until we can puppy proof the house..." The poor cushion lay discarded on the floor, all its stuffing was everywhere.
"Just take it easy, I'll help out around here if you like." He didn't midn one bit as he had sorted things out and was rather an organised person when it came ot important things.
"I want to make myself useful."
He liked doing that, it made him feel a lot better to be able to help the other man at times.
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 27, 2006 0:58:07 GMT -5
"...maybe... I don't care..."
Berith had pretty much put the house upside down when he had arrived. HE had been taken by his anger and so there was nothing to do about that. There were broken pots and glasses and frames in the other rooms. At least they had been closed so that the puppy would not go there.
He had pretty much ripped his own room apart and he did not even feel like going bakc in it anymore.
"I totally screwed up the whole place anyways."
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 27, 2006 1:03:06 GMT -5
"Ah..." That was not a good thing... He had finished hsi dinner by then and folded his hands neatly before him, looking at the other man for a little while before nodding slighty.
He didn't really understand the anger that well but he would try to put some of the place to rights when he could, so that at least it woudl be cleaned up... but the man's bedroom was a -no go- zone and he woudl understand that.
Tipping his head forwards, he looked intothe the other man's eyes and wanting to soemhow cheer him up even a little.
"I'll do it later.."
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 27, 2006 10:37:13 GMT -5
"...K... don't worry about it too much.. I'll fix whatever I can tonight.. but there are things there that will most likely be very hard to fix... I broke a lot of things..."
Berith was a little ashamed to admit that but he did not know how else to say it. He had come in his house and he was still having such a hard time with himself, and the darkness was still filling his soul, blinding him so that he had pretty much gone on a rampage. He had destroyed everything in sight and that included precious mementos and some work of art.
"...I wasn'T feeling good when I came in."
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 27, 2006 12:21:13 GMT -5
"Its alright. I understand." Though Ciel was not really capable of being able to destroy much at all since he was so physically weak he couldn't. Not that it was his thing...
"I'll try helping." He smiled slightly, he leaned back against his chair and just settled down for a few moments, his eyes closing as he was a little in tought as he gave himself a chance to just understadn the other man. He didn't know why exactly Berith had been so angry... but he didn't want to ask and annoyed the othe rman.
"I'm glad your feeling a little better."
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 27, 2006 12:25:33 GMT -5
Actually, it was not really Berith who had done those things. It was him but it really was due to the darkness lingering in huim and it was obviosu that he felt terrible about it. Normally a little violence helped to calm the thing down but there was notihign to do this time. He could not simply stand back and wait while his soul was being destroyed by something that was consuming him.
He just had had the urge to crush thigsn and to destroy what wa simportnat to him, but that wa smainly because of the demon. Demons often did things that no one really understood and that was part of it all. What was he to do against that powerful being waiting inside of him. Waiting for the opportune moment.
"...Yeah... I think I'll be okay... do you want to go walk the dog..?" He had yet to find a name but his thoughts were really blurry at that point.
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