Waiting for a distant moment of return...

[Ciel De El Aram]

"I really like you Berith." He smiled sweetly, he wanted to tell him that, though it wasn't quite love yet.... maybe soon it would be, he really did care about the man deeply because it really was important for him to be with him. "I think, maybe I want to know what you like doing... Maybe... you can tell me things about you?"

He was down right curious about the man, but only wiht what he was going to be told. His fingers stroked slowly over the man's smooth cheek and pressed a tender kiss against his lips. "You really caught me."

Ciel was feeling like he was finally home again.... in the othe rman's arms, he had found one place in the world where nothing was expected of him and he could jsut be himself.

[Nakai Beritu]

Berith nodded slowly. To say anythign about himself? He did not even know what there was to say about it, really. He was just a man who was being controlled by so many peope that everything appeared to him as chaotic. He almost felt like he had lost a good part of his soul on the way, or maybe that was just the lingering darkness taking over his mind for a few seconds. It was just better not to think of that kind of things for the moment.

"..okay... mmm..."

He let out a thoughtful soun d even though her ealyl was blushing this time. He did not know what to say to that other than his mind was being a little bit weird when the other man was so close to him.

"...As I said.. my father is a demon and I lived with him for a while before my mother decided to simply claim me... and then.. well.. life was weird.. I lived in Tokyo for a long while, and trust me... I got into stuff you wouldn'T want to think about... I fled when I was sixteen... with my first girlfriend...."

[Ciel De El Aram]

His eyes closed as he nuzzled his face into the very warm throat, it felt so damned good to be there that he didn't want to be anywhere else right then. Nuzzling in close to him, he ran his fingers back across his cheek and under his shirt, sliding up over the smooth chest and rubbing softly over a nipple, wanting the other man to be able to enjoy the feeling of his touch. Being very gentle he wanted to make the other man feel good.

He nodded softly, he liked just hearing the other man's voice and was putting thos elittle facts away in the back of his mind so that he would have them there if he needed to know them. But it was nice to know abou thte other man.

"Do... you want to know about me too?"

[Nakai Beritu]

There was another long moan there. He just tilted his head back and his cheeks flushed immediately. IT was rahter easy to see that, and so he was trying his best not to be noticed there. He was just a little bit afraid of all that, because he was not sure how his body would react. But at leas tit seemed that the demon was not about to come out right at that moment.

"...Huh.."?"

His mind really was elsewhere at that time.

"...please...? Do tell me...."

[Ciel De El Aram]

He almost wanted to chuckle, watching the other man, the loose shirt that the othe rman was wearing was unbuttoned those small sneaky hands having done so, running his fingers then his lips ever so softly over the nipple, enjoying the reaction before he stopped, not wanting to get hte other man... into a state unless he wanted to!

"Well... my mother died when I was three. I can't remember much about her... but she died here in Kyoto when she had been trying to help otu a family... she was caught in crossfire.... and died... I have a twin brother Astale, we moved away from home together when we were about eighteen... So that we could go to University... an dI could get futher training in other arts..."

His body was pressed nicely against hte other man's. "And I stay put while my brother travels a lot."

[Nakai Beritu]

There was no way that he could not blush deeply at that. He just was hoping that thigsn were fine that way but it seemed he was not about to break up and it looked like the other man was really having a good time with that. So he was not about to complain and he just placed one of his strong arms around the other man. He pulled him cose, though he had no intention of really going further than that. He wanted to have some fun and to feel good.

"...Well, at least you seem tog et along with your brother..."

From what he had gotten that was how things were between them. It wa snot something that he knew how it was but it was fine with him. He knew that his sister hated him and that was really alright.

"....I'm sorry for your mother... what about your father...?"

[Ciel De El Aram]

Enjoying the closeness between them, his fingers ran over the man's smooth chest and rubbed both nipples, teasing them with soft pinches and twisting them ever so slightly, before licking softly over them.

"My father was my very first teacher in both... the ways of medicine and battle. He was.... sturn... but I really did love him. He's been a little ill and my Uncle has been runnign the family in his stead... He gives me jobs to do every so often... but I don't speak to him much."

"We had a difference of views before Astale and I left. I didn't want to... be an assassin... but I decided I should do so... because it was my father's wish that I follow family tradition."

[Nakai Beritu]

"...it's kind of sad... that you had to do that so that your father was not dissappointed, but I guess.. that you're used to it by now... whereas... well.. some people just are not cut for that kind of things... I would geuss that your brother was not really made for that... and you can'T blame him either."

Berith smiled very softly and he leaned in to kiss the other man's forehead. It was weird to have the other man playing with him like that while they were just talking that way. HE still wanted to spend a little more time together. And he kenw that the pain coming from those dark markings that ran over his chest and back.

"...I guess it must have creeped you out to see me with that chain, heh..?"

[Ciel De El Aram]

"I was... surprising." He replied softly, hugging the other man tightly to his chest, wanting him to know that he really cared very deeply about him. Brushing his fingers across the warm cheek, he was happy where he was and just hoped to stay there a little longer.

"I was... worried when you were gone." he was speaking honestly how he felt and wanted the othe rman to understand him. "I didn't come after you because I trusted... that you wouild be alright..."

But that didn't stop him frmo worrying. "I'm glad that Abel brought you back. He was a nice man."

[Nakai Beritu]

Worried. Well, that surely was something interesting. He did not think that someone could still worry about him,b ut that was because it had been way too long since he had let someone close like that. Well, that was his opinion and he did not really mind. He simply let out a soft sigh and he looked away.

"...I didn't mean to worry you either.."

That had not been his intention at all, but he figured that he would certianly run into some trouble so he really had tried to be cautious.

"...I didn't think I would meet Abel on the way.. I was expecting to see Cain who is.. well, I'm quite amused that you say that Abel is someone nice, but I guess he has not show you his rather ugly side.. but anyways.. Cain is a rather cruel bastard and I was trying to see him in fact.. that's why I brought my weapon along..."

[Ciel De El Aram]

"Did he do this to you?" He asked softly, a fingertip touching just above one of tattoos, tipping his head to the side and tryign to figure out if it was that particular man's fault for what had ended up happening.

Nuzzling against his throat, he took a few moments to just enjoy the feeling of the warm skin against his cheek. His fingers wrapping gently aroudn the other man's shoulders and neck, leaning in to kiss his lips warmly, he smiled softly because he really enjoyed that feeling it really felt so good to him to be there.

Reaching tout to brush his hand down gently over his skin.

[Nakai Beritu]

The taller man blinked very slowly. He really had not expected for that question to be asked. He was nto sure who to blame fro his markings, ther ewere a lot of things that had triggered it. And he was not even sure if it was anyone's fault at all. Maybe it was better not tot hink about that, but since he had been asked, he would certainly try to give him the best possible answer.

"Well... Cain... asked me to go to Tokyo... well knowign that it has this effect on me..."

He did nto want to blame his master for that either. He could understand what selfish reason Cain had to do something of this nature.

"...But honestly... I guess that it's not really his fault alone.. it's a part of me.. and perhaps I should not deny it, but that'S so ahrd sometimes... I mean... yeah, I'm a demon but it does not mean I'm a terrible person either...."

[Ciel De El Aram]

He snuggled against hte man's chest, his head resting gently over the warm pounding heart, it made him feel so much better to be there because he was close enough to him and it gave him the sense of everything would be alright because he could hear the stable soothing sound.

"Your not a terrible person." He was really happy where he was curled in clsoe to the other man's body.

IT was just so warm!

"Tell me if you need another shot okay?" He really didn't want to move right then it just felt really wondeful and all he wanted to do was loose himself in the warmth.

[Nakai Beritu]

Berith slowly shook his head, he was quite fine right at that moment but it had not been that longsince his first shot. He did not really want to move and so he sighed very softly. He placed his arm around the other man and he rested his big hand at the center of his back. He really was feeling good as well, and for a moment he could stop worrying about everything else.

"...I'm okay for now..." He assured him with a rather soft smile. "...I'm glad that you don'T think I'm a terrible person.. they wanted me to go in Hell.. well, they thoughtt hat it would make me happy to meet with my father over there... but... Hell..., is not really somewhere I really want to be."

[Ciel De El Aram]

"I would really miss you." He whispered softly, he really did miss the other man a great deal even when he was only away for a week, Ciel was very attached already to Berith being part of his life. TRacing a finger gently over the side softly, he smiled gently.

"I could probably agree it would't exactually be the nicest place to visit..." Because hell was hell! The name literally said it all.

Taking a moment he leaned in to press a few more inquisitive and nuzzling touches across the otehr man's throat and shoulder, trying to avoid iritatting the tatoos if he could.