Nakai Beritu
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 14, 2006 18:07:35 GMT -5
"I just had dinner..."
Berith frowned slightly, wondering what was the rush of taking him away fromt ehc rowd, but they had been there for a while. So he was hoping taht it was alright with everyone else, since Ciel was the one who had to be there with his friends. He simply smiled over to the ones he knew and he waved, excusing himself from the table.
"...They have cheesecake that looks -really- good..." That's what he had wanted. Oh well, he was like a big kid! "...So I can take a piece and we can go after...."
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Ciel De El Aram
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 14, 2006 18:14:57 GMT -5
"Sure." He girnned, letting the other man go... he had actually been watching the man and well he wanted to just go somewhere where he himself was at least a little comfortable... and also allowed the other man to know where Ciel was staying.
He wasn't too into sweets, he waited patiently for the other man, not minding what was going on... but somethimes considering he was use to being alone for long periods of time... even he could get unnerved by things...
Smiling cutely, it managed to gain attention of a woman that had been watching him though he was tryign to avoid it... He wanted only some time with Berith.
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 14, 2006 18:17:35 GMT -5
Berith was not really long gone. He had gone up to the counter and asked for a piece and in less than ten minuets he wasback and he seemed even a little happier. All those little thigns that could make him happy. He stretched out and stood beside the other man for a moment without saying anything. Ciel seemed to be in a transe of some sort.
"...We can go."
But he did not really wait for any form of answer and he ended up leaving the room without waiting for Ciel... surely he would follow anwyays. He waited outside and he opened the top part of his suit, revealing his red shirt, but he was just making himself comfortable. "...So what is it you want to do...?"
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 14, 2006 18:38:58 GMT -5
"I want to give us a chance to talk. Wihtout everyone else around." Turning slightly he moved ahead of the man, ignoring the car where it was because he could just get it in the morning and headed down the street as he didn't live that far away.
Unlocking the door, he pushed it open, considering the apartment he had was rather large and definitely high class, he flicked the lights on nad seemed to almost automatically relax. His eyes closing as the soft lavender and vanilla scent from some drying herbs handing to one side of the room seemed to fill the air with sweetness... that wasn't to strong. It was part of who he was...
"Would you like some tea?"
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 14, 2006 18:42:33 GMT -5
The taller man easily followed through the streets and he was surprised to see just how close to the reception the other man's appartment was. And it did make his house look like not much, but that would have to be expected.. one was a doctor and the other a mere leatherworker, so it was kind of normal. He nonetheless eyed the place for a moment, seemingly suspicious of it all but he finally stepped in.
"...no, I'm quite fine."
Berith was not a huge fan of hot beverage and so he would skip on tea. And he was more concerned over what they had to discuss. He had just ate enough to feed an army so it was only normal ythat he did not feel like eating much more.
"...so what has gotten to you..?"
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 14, 2006 18:51:21 GMT -5
"You did..." He replied, shuffling around in the kitchen and making some nice mint tea, it would help to calm his nerves anyway. Returning with two mugs he handed one over to the other man. Before curling up on his favourite chair, gesturing for the other man to sit. It was almost scary how much he sometimes changed. The house looked like it was owed by a doctor and not by a rather skilled assassin. And Ciel was being the doctor anyway, it was who he was most of the time.
"What got to me... was you were something really special... and I hadn't had a chance to know that... I hadn't been close enough to you to know... that I could even come to want to like you..." Resting his chin on his palm for a moment, his jacket hung over the back of his chair, his shirt half open and not really caring about that fact... It was perfectly fine anyway... it wasn't like the other man hadn't seen him before!
"And how much of a mistake I'm making with my life too... Playing by someone elses wishes..."
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 14, 2006 18:56:41 GMT -5
Berith blinked slowly as he was handed over a mug but he just put it aside for the moment. He did not want the tea, at least not while it was hot so he might sip on it later on when it would be cool. He figured that his question had gotten the other man and that Ciel had not really cared about what he had said before about the tea. He did notw ant to think that there was sosmething int aht tea, it was not something that would lead him anywhere, though it was so easy to be suspicious.
"...There are a lot of 'special' people out there." And he meant that.
Berith had never considered himself as exactly special.. sure he was different from many pople but that was just because he was a big tall guy living in Japan. Other than that, in his normal days he was just another normal prson. At least most of the time.
"I do not condemn your job but let's just say that you trying to kill me is most likely the picture I'll keep of you for the longest."
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 14, 2006 19:02:02 GMT -5
"Not like you. I saw something in you... I've never seen in anyone... and I really regret what I did... And I know it will take a very long time before you ever... think of trusting me."
"Thats my own punishment." To have the distrust and guilt for his actions, and he would live wiht that. "I can't exactly explain what I saw to you... I don't think I even have the right words for it. But I want to get to know you... I want to earn your trust and maybe your love. However long that may take."
His time in Kyoto was only limited on how long his allegence remained to the Ashiya family... most likely he woudl try to be hired by a family in Kyoto so to be able to stay where he was.... most likely it was a good idea.
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 14, 2006 19:06:17 GMT -5
"I'm sure there are other big bulky guys who let themselves be taken like teenage girls, out there..." It was very rare for this man to be sarcastic like that but he did not know what else he could do at this time. He had to keep his defence up, he had to make srue that he was not harmed in any way and for now this was the best way he had found to make sure that this guy would not get past his barriers.
The more he thought about it the more he disliked the thought he had let a stranger see that weak side of him. He was already not too proud of the deal they had passed, this was starting to make it even worse. He had clearly acted like a girl and though he had enjoyed himself, it was not the point at that moment.
"As I said... you will have to win my heart... though I have a hard time seeing how you could be fascinated by a stranger you know pretty much nothing of."
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 14, 2006 19:11:36 GMT -5
He wanted to almost sigh, that really was not something he believed... he liked being with the other man... the dance together had proven that it somehow worked between them like that.
"That is why I want a chance to get to know you." It hurt to think that this man regarded what happened as something that could be 'worse'. He loved that one memory of hearing the other man saying his name and wanting him... Even for just a short while.
"No one is like you. I'm not looking for someone else what so ever." Just this man, he had siad he would pursue him and he would. Unless hte man completely told him to 'shove off and forget it'.
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 14, 2006 19:17:11 GMT -5
The taller man sighed deeply. Well, it seemed they were just seeing things in a different way and he curled on his side, still restnig on the couch. He was staring in front of him and he wondered what was going on between them. He had never let someone else see the weaker side of him... well, no one except... Well, anyways. He just closed his eyes and crossed his arms, he seemed to be very thoughtful.
"...okay then."
It was the best answer that he could give because he was stuck thinking about it all. He was triyng to understand where things had gone weird like that and why this other man was feeling in such manner.. and then there was this whole problem with Cain... He sighed.
"...I don't promise I'll say much, though."
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 14, 2006 19:28:23 GMT -5
Nodding slightly, he smiled gently, before standing up, stretching and watching the other man with a slight smirk to his lips, just admiring the other man for a few moments before touching some of the hanging herbs and a few others putting some more up there.
"And I can't promise to tell you everything either." REaching up to push a few things asside as he stood before the other man, he turned hsi head slightly to the side and wanting to ask one question.
"Do you... regret what happened?" He just wanted to know... he just needed to know because if he did then he doubted things would turn out very right... "Because it meant a lot to me..."
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 14, 2006 19:32:42 GMT -5
In a way, Berith had been expecting that question and yet he had not wanted to think of the answer. It took a long time before he even acknowledged hearing it. He sighed softly and he closed his dark blue eyes for a moment. This was indeed a little bit of a sticky situation and he did not know how to explain what he had felt at that moment.
"...I don't regret it..."
He paused ofr a long time but there was somthing in his voice that told that it was not the only part of this explanation. He just took in a long breath and he blushed slightly, feeling completely stupid agian.
"...but no one had ever seen me that way and I still don't know what to make of it. Was that really me? I'm not even sure anymore..." He shook his head, noticing that he was far from the point he had wanted to make. "...I don't regret it but It doesn't maen anything to me... except that little awkward feeling. It was what it was. A payment, and I've made a whore out of myself. End of it..."
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Post by Ciel De El Aram on Oct 14, 2006 19:39:38 GMT -5
A soft sharp sigh escaped him when he heard that, knowing it had completely blown up and thus he moved back away from the other man... He didn't know what to say or do right then, sipping on his cooled tea in his chair and staring into the hot liquid. "Oh..."
"If there's something you want to know, nows the time..." He was really not sure what to do in this situation, his advances were allowed that much he knew, but it was hard for him to figure out what to say or even do in this kind of situation.
He didn't know what to do...
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Post by Nakai Beritu on Oct 14, 2006 19:42:54 GMT -5
"...know that it did feel good though. There was no faking involved."
At least, this could make Ciel feel a little better. Berith relaly had felt good when it had all happened but now he was just a little confused over how he felt and what he was expecting. He just sighed and he turned on his back, his head restnig aggainst the arm of the couch and his feet hanging on the other side.
"...I don't know what I want to know..."
He was still really confused and he was not even sure of what he was doing in that room. He kenw that eh had disappointed Ciel but it was better that than to lie to him. "...who was that guy earlier...?" Ah, so he had noticed. And somehow it must have affected him.
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